In ten years time Billy will be talking about these nobodies with the same bitterness, envy and compulsiveness as he does now. It is amazing how obsessed he is with this shitty 'community' that turned its back on him and shut him out.
Billy, I honestly think you need counselling.. You are not moving on after years and years. You're acting like a brutalized victim of horrendous abuse when in reality some dude exploited you and then dropped you. Move on bro.. How about covering your back with a giant, shitty tattoo or something?