Its funny big Mike , no matter how much hateing goes on on this board , when a genuine good guy like yourself , gives it go and puts his heart and sole into it , most have nothing but respect and admiration for the effort , and that speaks volumes of the man !!!
Keep going hard big guy , and I wish you nothing less than good experiances and education on your challenge, you will be a better stronger person for it , and remember take it one day at a time and make each workout your last !!! you do the work , the results will follow
Hardcor