my answer was "whatever weight i look great at" (peeled/shredded)
i dont care what i weigh onstage.it's all an illusion anyways
Whatever weight you'll end up at, it will definitely be good for your PT business having done this.
You actually dieted down, faced the fears of losing impressive size (which was mostly fat anyways), and got into great shape. That is something you'll be able to build on, and forever be proud of.
You may not look great right now. You may or may not look good at contest day.
But you were still able to stop goofing around, and take your bodybuilding to a new level. Build on that.
BTW, your new off season look will most likely be a very pleasing experience to you.
YIP
Zack