Junaid, when you made that fateful decision, you crossed over in to something that I could never be a part of. You willfully placed yourself in the crucible, a place to drown your demons, albeit perhaps subconscious in nature, demons nonetheless.
What you are, what you did.........I could never partake in.
I am on the outside looking in.....
.........and I see you.
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RawNutsack,
I am barely human. I'm icy cold inside. That is why I can analyze people so succinctly. It's less about seeing people as human, more about seeing them as byproducts of their environment PLUS genetic predisposition.
Nature/Nurture on a whole 'nother level.
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"Why worry? Hope to God get me high when I'm buried. Knowing deep inside only a few love me. Rush me to the gates of heaven, let me picture for awhile how I lived from my days as a child......."
--Makaveli (Tupac Shakur), "Hold Ya' Head"
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"Meet me at the cemetary dressed in black. Tonight we honor the dead, those who won't be back. If I die, do the same for me, shed no tears. An outlaw, thug livin' in the game for years."