always feel like the rat pile in the middle of this but I dont think who you choose to "follow" should matter what kind of person you are or whether your friends with someone or not..... Just cause I follow gh15 doesnt make me a bad guy but at the same time I dont dislike someone cause they dont follow gh15. bigbuehl alpha maledawg good guys,,,, i like bigmc...The whole trying to "convert" someone is childish.....im worn out doing it. also the boards can be addicting, absolutely they can be to the point where they take over your life...Im sick in bed with 103 fever lol so Im on getbig all day but I keep it 30 minutes in the AM 30 minutes in the pm.......Dustin I think some time off would do you good personally.
I've actually been feeling really mentally fortified having focused on friends and family the last while. Tons of tragic events but it's only invigorated me after having a renewed faith in humanity. Our capacity to love and experience a deep ocean of connections is just astonishing. And no, I'm not baked lol
Sometimes adversity is the best thing. I see challenges as unexpected and sometimes uncomfortable learning experiences. I'm a thinker, appreciating and minding morals and values. gh15 thinks he can simply contradict logic, ration and withhold the very basic amount of respect that every sentient being is entitled to and that's not cool. Not to mention, the incessant pushing of Kigs and other such. He's exploiting his celebrity status that I once revered, respected and advocated. He's disappointed me because I was one of his right hand men and he tried walking me off a cliff. Tells me to attack bigmc and all these other people I don't know in the least, says stay off dying board and follow special posting guidelines like he's in charge of me. C'mon, man. I'll bend over backwards for friends but don't lie and treat me like filt. That ain't nice and I can't respect anyone who acts like that. It just didn't work in the real world.
He's saying now that I'm a huge hormone addict too hahaha. Narcotics and hormones. Sheesh. I've only ever advocated responsible and modest doses, followed by intermittent blasts and subsequent cruises to stave side affects and to be frugal with costs. It's curious how he thinks he can lie and try spinning things. Against me, the beacon of brutal honesty. I talk about myself way too much if anything, yet he claims that my name isn't even Dustin lol
He's so desperate to attack me that I actually feel bad. I only meant to joke when I said I didn't like the Kig pushing and hoped no one called me a narcotic dealer. I thought he might think I'm alluding to him but I could have easily been taking about his blind followers. I know he's choked but I needed a way to distance myself from that crowd for good. Drilled a few nails I the coffin for good measure in case I feel any remorse, I've got my class and a ton of people who are in disbelief and doubt about gh15 too so all in all things are going swell. Got so many nice messages from people who thought I did have a meltdown/drug binge lol. I told them to check out the thread and now they don't believe a word from him anymore. He inherently discredited himself again by trying to make believe all these lies about me.
Live, laugh, love xoxo stay safe. lol