The exact same thing happened to me. She got away. Now I eat anti depressants all day, sell food stamps for alcohol, and waste most of my money on therapy. My own family doesn't even like to be around me so I never see them anymore except at funerals and stuff. The past 50 years have been a drunken blur thinking about that girl. That's all there really is to life, random girls and trying to hook up with them.