Yeah I thought about that too, maybe i should just wait a little more, idk
and about gaining weight, I don't really want to look heavier and bigger as you said, I didn't mention too, but my goal physique would be around 180-185 lbs with low bf maybe 6~7%, of course I'm not getting that only with this cycle I know... but I'd expect to gain at least 10lbs.. as for 500mg test, I thought it'd be better to start off with low dose, since I'm just getting into that, plus for my weight I would see good gains from that dose, no need to go 500mg already, and also wouldn't be harder for my body to maintain the gains from 500mg than 250mg?
you only get ONE first cycle. you're leaving a lot of chips on the table by only running 250.
you take advice from ppl who've 'been there, done that' and would have done the low-dose stuff for the first cycle and would do things differently if we could.
esp since you're running test plus a couple other drugs... where's the logic in that?
my advice. get yourself 3 bottles each of test enan (300mg/ml if you can), and npp (probably 100mg/ml, 150 if you can find it) and run 1cc of each on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday for 10 weeks.
Pick up a bottle of Prami and Arimidex (probably liq research stuff) and take .5-1cc a couple days a week (like Monday and Thursday or so).
Add in an oral if you like from weeks 4- 12 (the last two weeks you won't be using anything be the oral).
Week 13, do a blast of hcg if you can get it, or just run 100mg clomid for 5-10days, while maintaining the adex at 1mg 2x/wk. Be carefull with the hcg/clomid, you'll end up with a baby in 9months. lol