I have a lot of people breaking my shoes here and via PM as well about the status of my relationship and life in general, so here is a short version of what went down the last two years. I'll probably get flamed and shit bit i like the attention and at least someone is adding content
My Ex took my child to AZ 16 months ago after a major tragedy happened in our family. I won't go into detail, but there are a couple people here that know. Ironically, quakeroats is one.
I tried to do the part-time dad thing but the guilt was eating me alive, (that's the "breakdown" shit) on top of that I met the hot chick that you have all seen pics of, because my relationship with my wife was realistcally over years ago. It was a very fucked up time for me
In the end I wound up leaving the girl and coming to AZ to be with my child. it was one of the hardest things i ever did in my life, because I truly loved that woman with all my heart and stiil do....i miss her terribly, but my child needs her dad (and vice versa) more than i need a woman. So here i am.
In my dark moments when i'm feeling down, all i have to do is look over and watch my daughter drawing a cartoon or something, and I know i did the right thing.
Flame away bitches
PS Brutal Post-Fathers Day Emotional Outburst