Giving Up -

[epcfitness]

Seriously considering coming off for good. But, first going to try and cruise on 300mg test prop a week and see if it fixes my issue. So I've been on for 3 years non stop and despite having bloodwork done and coming back pretty much all in range,

Barely any feeling when I orgasm
Very little amount, clear, gooey and it only "dribbles" out when I orgasm, doesn't shoot out
Zero libido/Zero sex drive, can't get hard, can't stay hard
Even with taking Cialis 20mg, I only get about 60-70% hard
I suspect because I'm not fully hard, I have an urge to come within two strokes literally. This is not mental I swear to you. I put it in, and within 2 strokes I have the biggest urge to come

Something is so seriously fucked up with my hormones, I barely feel an orgasm, I can't get fully hard even with cialis, my orgasms when I cum dribbles out of the tip of my dick, no power behind them doesn't even shoot out, barely any sensation when I come, can't get an erection. With cialis, only 60% erection

I've been on for the past 4 weeks in an attempt to get some sort of libido or be able to get an erection:

400mg test prop
400mg mast prop
600mg eq
1mg caber/e3d
50mg proviron Ed
.50mg arimidex eod

Still I have no erections, there is no feeling when I orgasm, my cum dribbles out when I do and is slimey, clear, and very little amounts. Bloodwork has all come in range

About to drop down to 300mg test prop, 50mg proviron, and not run any other compounds and see if I get normal again. Been like this for months... What the fuck. Help me

[local hero]

Time to face facts, don't fight nature..some of us were made to bat and some to catch

[Explorerspl]

Time to face facts, don't fight nature..some of us were made to bat and some to catch

This, here is a link for assistance

http://gaylife.about.com/od/howtocomeout/a/How-To-Tell-If-You-Are-Really-Gay.htm

[Zillotch]

Sounds like cancer. Use narcotics. 

[Fuzzy Nuts]

End of thread/ solid advice has been given.

[epcfitness]

Last time I'll ever come on here to post or contribute anything. This isn't the g&o section, what a pile of shit this steroid board has become. Not like anything it used to be. I'm out of here

[equipoise]

Seriously considering coming off for good. But, first going to try and cruise on 300mg test prop a week and see if it fixes my issue. So I've been on for 3 years non stop and despite having bloodwork done and coming back pretty much all in range,

Barely any feeling when I orgasm
Very little amount, clear, gooey and it only "dribbles" out when I orgasm, doesn't shoot out
Zero libido/Zero sex drive, can't get hard, can't stay hard
Even with taking Cialis 20mg, I only get about 60-70% hard
I suspect because I'm not fully hard, I have an urge to come within two strokes literally. This is not mental I swear to you. I put it in, and within 2 strokes I have the biggest urge to come

Something is so seriously fucked up with my hormones, I barely feel an orgasm, I can't get fully hard even with cialis, my orgasms when I cum dribbles out of the tip of my dick, no power behind them doesn't even shoot out, barely any sensation when I come, can't get an erection. With cialis, only 60% erection

I've been on for the past 4 weeks in an attempt to get some sort of libido or be able to get an erection:

400mg test prop
400mg mast prop
600mg eq
1mg caber/e3d
50mg proviron Ed
.50mg arimidex eod

Still I have no erections, there is no feeling when I orgasm, my cum dribbles out when I do and is slimey, clear, and very little amounts. Bloodwork has all come in range

About to drop down to 300mg test prop, 50mg proviron, and not run any other compounds and see if I get normal again. Been like this for months... What the fuck. Help me

Use HCG and HMG if necessary. HCG boosts my sex drive instantly. Drop everything and go down to true TRT dose. Drop the AI as well (should not be needed at proper TRT dose. Maybe a little bit of aromasin)

[PizzaTrenSlin]

It seems a problem related to E2how.... Is that value?

With the aas that you are running you should fuck like a pornstar....

[sceagacros]

Seems counter-intuitive, but I find my libido peaks at 125-250 mg, 1x/ wk (12-25 mg aromasin also 1x/wk - 24 hours after test shot); whereas with higher doses it seems less pronounced. Crazy......

[theworm]

Last time I'll ever come on here to post or contribute anything. This isn't the g&o section, what a pile of shit this steroid board has become. Not like anything it used to be. I'm out of here

Stop the EQ...

Drop to 150-200 test a week and wait a few weeks, maybe do 0.5 Adex twice a week.  Bet u be feeling better in a few weeks...   Drop the insane workouts for a bit too

[phreak]

Seems counter-intuitive, but I find my libido peaks at 125-250 mg, 1x/ wk (12-25 mg aromasin also 1x/wk - 24 hours after test shot); whereas with higher doses it seems less pronounced. Crazy......

Same for me. 250 mg/w is great, sexual performance drops dramatically at 500 mg/w. After my summer blast I'll be trying 125 mg/w.

One more thing: for me changes in levels seem worse than bigh or low levels being stable.

[spiro]

Stop equipose AIs both crush libido I know this sounds like a joke but get a bath mate Penis pump. I get rock hard erectors I cum harder feel thicker longer it even increases libido. I watch porn and use it 3-4 daya a week. I get myself very horny and then save it for the wife and blast the hell out of her.

[pestosterone]

Lol^^^^ rough crowd! Imo ide go to a true trt 100mgs cyp or e once a week for a while.

[Thong Maniac]

Omg, drop ALL the gear you maniac. wtf? is this all that hard to figure out? pct off the gear with some clomid and nolva, and wait 6 months. you know the answer, why are you asking? COME off all AAS and meds and follow up with us 6 months later. no trt, no thyroid shit, no hcg. wtf

[pestosterone]

Omg, drop ALL the gear you maniac. wtf? is this all that hard to figure out? pct off the gear with some clomid and nolva, and wait 6 months. you know the answer, why are you asking? COME off all AAS and meds and follow up with us 6 months later. no trt, no thyroid shit, no hcg. wtf

Probly go through a rough 12 weeks or so maybe longer even with pct which sucks

[Thong Maniac]

Probly go through a rough 12 weeks or so maybe longer even with pct which sucks

its not all that bad. i was on for 5 years of varying trt doses. came off with a low dose pct amd recovered higher than my natty level. i lowerd the gym volume big time to 3 days a week. for chest just did one exercise, and so on. im about 4-5 months off now and yeah i dont feel like im 18 anymore but its doable, just gotta be mentally strong and not let a drug control your life. do i want to go back on? fuck yah i do...but gotta load the wife with a kid first

[Mad-scientist]

Honestly I have to say some of the answers some of the members here gave are pretty fucked up. Everyones quick to help some one fuck themselves up creating a cycle with them but when the shit hits the fan you just bash someone? This forum use to have some really good posters and members and it is shit like this that drove them away. Theres no reason to treat someone this way and it's fucked up that some of you like to kick a guy when he's down. We all live on the edge using aas and you never know when health problems will come your way and you will need help or advice. A few people in this thread gave some good advice and I respect them for not jumping on the hate train.

[theworm]

Probly go through a rough 12 weeks or so maybe longer even with pct which sucks

I did the same, went off everything , did clomid and nolva, vit d, worked out... Felt like shit for about 5 weeks then started feeling good week 6...I stayed off 11 weeks but I looked in the mirror and wanted to get back on.  No reason other than I look and feel much better on.  Very selfish I know, but it's my only vice.  I blame the cartoons as a kid... He-man etc.. Being bigger just looks cool

[phreak]

Honestly I have to say some of the answers some of the members here gave are pretty fucked up. Everyones quick to help some one fuck themselves up creating a cycle with them but when the shit hits the fan you just bash someone? This forum use to have some really good posters and members and it is shit like this that drove them away. Theres no reason to treat someone this way and it's fucked up that some of you like to kick a guy when he's down. We all live on the edge using aas and you never know when health problems will come your way and you will need help or advice. A few people in this thread gave some good advice and I respect them for not jumping on the hate train.

I do get what you are saying, but the thing is that the OP's question is loaded -- or OP is delusional. Anyone even half sane knows that when you take shit and things go wrong, you start off by stopping your intake of shit. You don't just stack more shit on top of shit, and hope shit will go away.

Granted, there might be an underlying problem of severe body dysmorphia, preventing OP from taking the only reasonable option.


[edit] Wife did not rinse before anal this morning, hence the fecal fixation.

[local hero]

I've always spent as much time off as on, altho the never come off blast and cruise is very popular now I wonder if it may contribute to this kind of problem, any of you fellas been on long term with no breaks?

I've always wondered what using viagra or calias would do to you with continued use, I've never touched either with a barge pole because i think they could fuck you up mentally


As for whinging about jokey replies, cry me a fucking river....

[Mayday]

I've always spent as much time off as on, altho the never come off blast and cruise is very popular now I wonder if it may contribute to this kind of problem, any of you fellas been on long term with no breaks?

I've always wondered what using viagra or calias would do to you with continued use, I've never touched either with a barge pole because i think they could fuck you up mentally

Been on for almost 8 months but only 250mg/wk. I got on because stress took a massive toll and lead to depression and ED. It fixed the depression almost immediately and the ED aswell.

I used Cialis initially to help with ED which it did but i haven't used it in at least 5 months as no need. I to was worried constant use would cause some kind of burnout or lessening of effect which guys do report 'Cialis no longer works for me'.  I think the approach to take with Cialis or Viagra is they mask a problem and if you find you need it ED or EOD then unless you are an older guy you might want to look into the problem in more detail.


I'm doing 500mg/wk with 0.25 Arim EOD to get that extra bit of muscle for the next 3-4 months before i drop back to 250mg/wk long term. I prefer stable rather than a blast / cruise which is why this will probably be the only time i will go above 250mg/wk.

At the end of the day even without this stuff men can still develop these same problems and it's a good proportion who do develop problems. I wouldn't say the AAS is a definitive answer to the problems but i would suggest to the OP looking at your list it's probably a good idea to drop everything except for 250mg/wk test + arim and play it out for a few months.

When you take a boatload there is lots more stress/risk (whether one wants to admit it or not) and you are so far away from normal it might take months and months to get back there.

Take lots of zinc if you aren't already. My loads are massive when taking zinc vs without.  Take horny goatweed (2 tablets a day) and that might also help. I find it takes maybe 2 weeks for it to kick in and it helps sex drive a lot.


 So for the OP i would go 250mg/wk test and arim and see how that plays out over the next

[Disco187]

Stop equipose AIs both crush libido I know this sounds like a joke but get a bath mate Penis pump. I get rock hard erectors I cum harder feel thicker longer it even increases libido. I watch porn and use it 3-4 daya a week. I get myself very horny and then save it for the wife and blast the hell out of her.

agree with this completely, my libido goes to shit very fast with AIs, and yeah dump the eq aswell, cant hurt to try.  and yup i got a pump one time as a gag gift and i thought what the hell and used it a hand full of times , shit does work nicely

[pestosterone]

its not all that bad. i was on for 5 years of varying trt doses. came off with a low dose pct amd recovered higher than my natty level. i lowerd the gym volume big time to 3 days a week. for chest just did one exercise, and so on. im about 4-5 months off now and yeah i dont feel like im 18 anymore but its doable, just gotta be mentally strong and not let a drug control your life. do i want to go back on? fuck yah i do...but gotta load the wife with a kid first

5 years of trt dosages or blast and cruise? I conceived both my kids on gear that didn't matter to me actually I can tell u both fucks when I conceived them. Super serm donor shits live ammo around here.

[phreak]

5 years of trt dosages or blast and cruise? I conceived both my kids on gear that didn't matter to me actually I can tell u both fucks when I conceived them. Super serm donor shits live ammo around here.

You have a great memory or only fuck once every year? 

[theworm]

5 years of trt dosages or blast and cruise? I conceived both my kids on gear that didn't matter to me actually I can tell u both fucks when I conceived them. Super serm donor shits live ammo around here.

Let me guess:  2 girls?