Have you ever used Negma Parabolan Trenbolone Hexahydrobenzylcarbonate 76mg per ml ?
Funny and in fact tragic story. I took one (1) single Parabolan amp when I was in my teens. Next day it was like I had taken a megadose of amphetamines with a gram of caffeine, like way too much, and there was nothing positive about unlike amps and caffeine. I can't explain what it did to my nervous system, but something was very, very wrong. It led to me going to the emergency room a couple of times, various doctors after, developing panic anxiety from hell, agoraphobia, I wanted to kill myself. Like I said I can't explain what happened, many people have had panic anxiety from it but I never heard it got this bad from just one single dose.
I could elaborate all day long but you get the drift. Scared me so I didn't take anything for a couple of years and no tren for like 16 years. No I don't think those Parabolans were "extra special" tren like many insist. People in the 80s and 90s liked it at a couple or three amps a week but it didn't seem like something they absolutely NEEDED to have in every cycle or prep. Today the word "tren" is like a term for all roids that even natural normies heard because it's all over social media. Though you ALWAYS hear how EVERYONE went nuts on it, anxiety, aggression, paranoia where you are suspicious of your spouse, infidelity. So it's "real tren" all right. I know joswift says the Parabolan was special, but if something checks out in lab analysis as tren hex I have to think it's the same stuff. Now unfortunately we can't use the Negma Para to compare and we are all older and things do change with age.
Now, today, I'm on a long term SNRI with a couple of other anti-ds. Tragic really, but I'm so scared of what happened 25 years ago I don't even want to try getting off as they definitely almost eradicate panic disorder, that God. So now I can take tren, but it does make me anxious and generally wound up and while I don't get violent, I frequently "see red" all of a sudden in an instant if someone is aggressive towards me, I have snapped back uncharacteristically verbally but thankfully no physical aggression. Well, at work a little dweeb had taken to slapping me on the neck as a joke and when he did it once when I was on the computer I "saw red" and slammed him against the wall and said "let's go!" Lol but it ended there and he apologised. When I now take a single dose of of tren hex, say a
shot in the morning, that night I'm soaking through the sheets, get an an extreme libido boost, so it's "real" for sure and the jashonik lab analysis says it's real too.
I tend to go write excessively long posts all the time, I know, but it's like I had to give this long ass explanation lol.
What's you experience with Parabolan and then the later UGL acetates, enanthates and hex?
Just one more thing. I always wondered why in the hell it was exactly 76mg per amp? Well of course, 76mg corresponds to exactly 50mg of pure tren without the ester weight. Makes sense. This was a drug in France especially for women (because like I say most all steroids were made to reduce the androgenic effect and increase the anabolic part). Surely extreme reactions like I had must have been rare. What happened to me was wild in a very bad way.
