you come across as having some serious issues around your sexuality talk about overcompensating
I simply chose not to have any kind of links with anyone who chose homosexuality or promote it because i think it is dangerous, bad, for life. I just chose to control influences instead of letting them freely flow thru my mind and impregnate it without my consent. I carefully select what i read, watch, listen to, analyzing who wrote, thought it , by taking a look at their past influences, by trying to understand their goals, agendas, before blindly drinking their message.
You "choose" to watch, read, listen to a culture, litterature, that has been written, directed, created, by homosexuals, without most of the time, even knowing it. You "choose" to simply let yourself go with the flow because it's easier, a flow that is heading to the sewers. As if decadent, lost, sexually confused, vain hollywood's message was to be followed without a second thought.
The fact is that most males in occident, lacking strong father figures look for them in movies, tv, music and sub cultures, basically idoles, instead of following God, a way better father figure if you plan on creating and maintaining life, something only mature , grown up spiritual men and women can do. Prefer the original to the perverted, shitty copies.