Legbreaker, very cool progress pics over the years and I thank you for sharing. Glad to see there are other guys out there crazy enough to be doing as long as I have or longer!
I started out competing in the ANBC (lifetime natural) and the ABCC, which I believe was 5 or 7 years clean. Not sure - I think almost all their shows were in CA and I haven't even heard of the organization in years - probably long gone. In 94 and 95 I started doing the NPC Ironman Naturally shows, which were one-year clean. I was getting second place over and over again to guys that had juiced - or, as I later found out from first-hand confession, were STILL juicing. I just said, f*ck it. I'll just use them for a year, build a ton of size, go off a year, and go back to the tested NPC shows and kick ass. But it didn't work out that way. I juiced on and off starting from the very end of 1996 (day after Thanksgiving I think), on and off all of 97, didn't use at all in 98 but started up again in Sept of 98 and was pretty consistently on and off from then on until Feb of this year. I would always take off at least as much time between cycles as I had been on, sometimes about 1.5 times. So if I was on stuff for 10 weeks, I would wait another 10-15 weeks before starting up again.
No health problems and luckily never got gyno or lost any hair - just got bacne, mood swings and a shorter temper when I was on, and depression when I was off. I was definitely psychologically addicted to the juice, though. When I was off, all I thought about was when I could go on again. When I was on, about halfway through the cycle I would start dreading the day it would end. Eventually I said to myself, this is just ridiculous and needs to end. I probably said that at least 5-6 times before I finally went off and stayed off.