Find happiness within. Invest in yourself because you're the only person you can count on always being there. If you can't make yourself happy, you're missing the point of life. This is about you and what you can get out of it. You've now seen that you're life can get up and walk out at any minute if you consider your girlfriend your life. I really think you should go about life seeking happiness for yourself without the ego getting in the way. Find interests, hobbies, things you can build goals on. If you don't have goals and dreams in life you've really got no direction, and you're just living to produce, consume, and eventually die.. And when you're going without direction you might end up somewhere you aren't familiar and it might be a place your uncomfortable (Single without the wife now). Find a direction, find what makes you you and emphasize that shit. Take life for all it can give. You're going to die one day. You're 30 years old which is still young. Take some time and figure out what it is you want to do with your life and stay with it. Find something concrete that will be there when all else walks out on you. Something non abstract you can always count on. Open yourself up to new ideas. You are going to be dead one day. Do what you can to be happy from now til then.
30 is very, very young. I don't know why people consider themselves old at 30 or 40.
get a guitar, a big amp, go sit outside her window, and crank out "bed of roses" by bonjoviif shes not busy gangbanging 6 west african gents, you'll get her back, for sure!
Anyway. I go to work, come home, go to the gym, come home, eat, sleep. I go out once a week at most since our friends was mutual and it's too weird for them right now. So basically I got fuck all to do. I look around and try and figure out what guys my age (30) do and they're either married with a kid, or going nowhere fast. It's a very awkward age where I'm too old to pull 20 year olds, while the girls my age are looking out for the long term.
Cause there are guys in their Mid-20s who are self-made billionaires ruling this world?
You'll always find someone who made more at a younger age.
Right. So I managed to snare a 24 year old Swedish ..... SLUT .... well, she's actually a Masters student here in London with a rich daddy she has issues with. I had to turn down sex last night (for the first time!) as my dick was about to lose all its skin, shrivel up and die. Been banging her for just over two weeks and this has easily been the best two weeks of my life. I dunno what the fuck they have in the water up there in Scandinavia, but the women are stupidly sexy and totally insatiable.
8 balls and strippers.
