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I kind of lost it there for awhile...
It felt like I was paying my dues with my bootstraps tied to the ground…
Lost with no direction with all the wounds reopening again
...like it was a dream and then hit me, reality struck…
I took a visit through the gates of Hell…
Yes just the other night you could see Zone Capone’s lil` Ford Ka
with the high beams on parked in front of the Devils crib,
me and the Devil shared war stories
while listening to some gangsta`rap playing backwards…
Memories where are all that remains…
BUT…
Today is a new day, and I'm still here… trying` to make things work…
To work for the better.
I still have the same battles to fight… Battles that almost are killing my heart and soul…
Battles that are eating the life out of me...
Battles to keep the most important people staying in my life…
To keep èm close… to keep èm ALIVE!
So I’m grindin’ with my eyes wide open looking to find a way through the day…
Flyin' from city to city with the pedal to the floor,
but with blood full of hope rushing through my veins again…
What else could I do? My destiny may be to loose?
But nothing will stop me from at least trying to live to win…
ZONE