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Getbig Bodybuilding Boards => Steroids Info & Hardcore => Topic started by: bigjoered on May 29, 2010, 06:19:52 PM
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Guys I just dont seem to have good luck. My first cycle was interuppted by my girl cause she hated I was pinning and decided to throw away my gear 8 weeks in. Now after 6 weeks in and growing like a champ I ended up geting into a fight and locked up for awhile. I couldnt eat right in the county lock up and I had to get a new place to live when I got out. Fuck! My eating has been shitty and I just dont seem to be as focused but Im still grinding. I seemed to have gone back to my natty weight of 235 and this sucks. Have you guys ever been through some shit like this?
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Yeah, i'm sure most of us have went through plenty of shit, i know i have and the biggest thing that bothers me about all that was that i've felt like i personally haven't done anything to deserve half the shit i've gotten. I'll give you a few examples, but nothing too personal...
I was in a very peek condition when at 19-years old i had to go to the military (all healthy males have to do this one time or another here where i live in Finland). Back then i was much smaller but in excellent health and could do much more than just lift heavy weights... OK fast forward month ahead i injure my calf muscles from too much marching and running (this happened to a lot of guys), OK so i went to the infirmary and they just keep pushing ibuprofen to me and i'm in an excruciating pain! Then three months passed and i could walk at all, the injury had been getting worse by the moment, also i had lost a ton of weight due to the NO to very LOW protein diet. a.k.a. cheap crap, macaroni etc. Then this medical sargeant spotted me and asked all kind of questions (he was a medical student) then he sent me to central army hospital in Helsinki and i was finally able to see a real doctor, a civilian doctor. She told me that if i wouldn't have come IN right now when i did, they would had been forced to cut my calf muscles and maybe even hams open to "release pressure and fix severe muscle tears." Then i get back to base and they pretty much tell me to pack my shit and go home. Then they told me to come back after 1-3 years depending "when they can fit me in with a new company), one man... ??? OK, so at that point i'm fed up and told them give me few weeks of sick leave and i'm good to go... They said no, rangers don't have few weeks... After that i'm like fine, ship me home. Right then and there i decided i would never return. I went home and got better i three weeks, worked my ass off and went to Thailand for the winter, did my first cycle there and when i got back home friends didn't even know who i was... :D After two years i got a letter that i have to "report for duty again" now i'm 40 lbs heavier than last time and i have good job... I went to good doc, told her everything and said i was still fucked up, she wrote me letter where she "strongly recommended" that i wouldn't have to complete my time. I took it there and VÓILA i'm free...
Few years after that i got really sick and was sick on and off for allmost two years, that was annoying as all hell... I would have weird flu's and then get better few weeks later, train for a week or two and the same again. Sometimes i would stay longer away from the gym so i'm all better, but right then bam! Sick again, doctors didn't have any idea what the hell was going on and neither did me. One day it stopped as suddenly as it had started... And now i'm pretty much fine and have been for years, even though i do feel that i do get sick easier than the average Joe and sometimes when it happens on cycle i feel like going mad, you know, wasting money, time, health for nothing... Luckily these days i keep my gains, allmost no matter what...
+ This past December i injured my right knee (acl) and now i'll propably have to go to surgery, this time though i'm not bummed and since it happend on the job, insurance covers everything... I feel kind of dumb when i'm writing this since if i wanted i could get "sick leave" and make the same money doing nothing, but even though my knee is busted i'm working, since i feel i can cope with it and i already was on sick leave for three months so... I guess i just don't want to have a reputation where i don't do anything else then stay at home, drink MRP's and do some lifting... Although that doesn't sound bad at all. :D
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^wtf epic auto biography
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Guys I just dont seem to have good luck. My first cycle was interuppted by my girl cause she hated I was pinning and decided to throw away my gear 8 weeks in. Now after 6 weeks in and growing like a champ I ended up geting into a fight and locked up for awhile. I couldnt eat right in the county lock up and I had to get a new place to live when I got out. Fuck! My eating has been shitty and I just dont seem to be as focused but Im still grinding. I seemed to have gone back to my natty weight of 235 and this sucks. Have you guys ever been through some shit like this?
No, sounds like you need to get your life in order before going at it again.
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^wtf epic auto biography
Yeah, hahaha, i'm at work and bored as shit. 8)