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Shut those haters down like Phil!
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Too close.
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A quick jab of 300iu insulin away.
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I've come dangerously close to having kindergarten-level drawing skills.
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Too close.
Was the noose prepared?
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I've been way too close throwing a rival from the 2nd floor balcony.....
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Kurgan quotes Neil Young.........life can't get much better. 8)
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Never
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Was the noose prepared?
So to speak, and then some.
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A quick jab of 300iu insulin away.
A bodybuilder's way out... ;D
That would be so damn traumatic and chances are you could still survive. The adrenal response would be so massive I doubt somebody could stave off reaching for food unless they combined it with a shitload of benzodiazepines.
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Been there once.........no details will be given though.
It is kind of a funny story though.
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Never, would only have thought like that if owt ever happen to my kids
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Been there once as well a few years ago, lots of loved ones passed away in a very short period of time.
One very very dear to me dying in my arms as i tried to resuscitate her.
Lost 4 people in a timeperiod of less than three months and things looked very grim.
That's when my hair and beard turned grey and i became a bitter and grumpy old man.
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Been there once as well a few years ago, lots of loved ones passed away in a very short period of time.
One very very dear to me dying in my arms as i tried to resuscitate her.
Lost 4 people in a timeperiod of less than three months and things looked very grim.
That's when my hair and beard turned grey and i became a bitter and grumpy old man.
Shit can go dark real quick, huh?
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Shut those haters down like Phil!
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Been there once as well a few years ago, lots of loved ones passed away in a very short period of time.
One very very dear to me dying in my arms as i tried to resuscitate her.
Lost 4 people in a timeperiod of less than three months and things looked very grim.
That's when my hair and beard turned grey and i became a bitter and grumpy old man.
Sorry to hear it brother.
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Shut those haters down like Phil!
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Forgot his apostrophe for the other plural.
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Was having a lot of anxiety in early 20s and thought I was going crazy. I wasn't it was just anxiety but I had decided that if in fact I was legit going crazy I would jump off a bridge in the ice cold Chena River in Alaska and freeze to death or drown. Would never hang myself.
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Was having a lot of anxiety in early 20s and thought I was going crazy. I wasn't it was just anxiety but I had decided that if in fact I was legit going crazy I would jump off a bridge in the ice cold Chena River in Alaska and freeze to death or drown. Would never hang myself.
Why you gotta hate on hanging, bro?
Alaska? Shoot, that's America, dude, fuckers up there go out with bullets. And they do it often, I hear. But ixnay on the river, guy, that shit's cold.
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everything in time/space is doomed to total annihilation, it's how we act with this information that defines us
resist and rise: that is our story
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My mother was crazy; My dad was useless...Whenever I had to deal with them...Luckily I had an Uncle in the oil patch who made a horse available to me at the Herman Park Stables...
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couple of weeks ago while driving home
eating a bottle of sleeping pills was just about the most relieving thing i could think about
'bodybuilding related': the joys of 'dieting down'
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Once in a WYHI thread, I said 'I'd rather kill myself'
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Never
Don't do it, good things can suddenly happen just like the bad things happened. Stay strong and have hope my friend
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A bodybuilder's way out... ;D
That would be so damn traumatic and chances are you could still survive. The adrenal response would be so massive I doubt somebody could stave off reaching for food unless they combined it with a shitload of benzodiazepines.
Juat takes a shot of glucagon from paramedics....
Even without eating.
You will sweat like hell before going into coma then it is out of your hands.
Don't ask.
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This thread proves I need to get as far away from GetBig as possible
But I won't
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Juat takes a shot of glucagon from paramedics....
Even without eating.
You will sweat like hell before going into coma then it is out of your hands.
Don't ask.
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Thought so
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Pretty close but no cigar. :D
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A quick jab of 300iu insulin away.
i did this, jabbed an entire cartridge of insulin and going to bed in hope that I wouldn't wake up, but I did - in a hospital bed with a torn tricep tendon and dislocated shoulder thanks to the hypoglycaemic seizure I suffered.
that was the last time I ever thought of and acted on suicide, will never entertain the thought again.
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Been there once as well a few years ago, lots of loved ones passed away in a very short period of time.
One very very dear to me dying in my arms as i tried to resuscitate her.
Lost 4 people in a timeperiod of less than three months and things looked very grim.
That's when my hair and beard turned grey and i became a bitter and grumpy old man.
Did you become racist at that moment or you were always a POS?
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I was pretty close to suicide when Goodrum and the queen split up
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before I sputter out
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Did you become racist at that moment or you were always a POS?
I'm not racist. Racism is a crime, and crime is for black people.
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I'm not racist. Racism is a crime, and crime is for black people.
Should I be glad that your family is dead? I mean, you're the same when it comes to other races, right?
Granted, I don't like you but being happy about your tragedy would only make me a piece of $hit, just like you.
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i did this, jabbed an entire cartridge of insulin and going to bed in hope that I wouldn't wake up, but I did - in a hospital bed with a torn tricep tendon and dislocated shoulder thanks to the hypoglycaemic seizure I suffered.
that was the last time I ever thought of and acted on suicide, will never entertain the thought again.
How did you end up in hospital?
Who found you?
How long where you left?
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How did you end up in hospital?
Who found you?
How long where you left?
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How did you end up in hospital?
Who found you?
How long where you left?
was in 2013, lived with my brother, he heard a lot of noise coming from my room, found me and called the ambulance.
the fit was severe, knocked the dresser over etc. can't remember a thing apart from waking up in an ambulance.
my brother heard me in the early hours of the morning, so had been at least a few hours.
according to the docs, seizure would have lasted for a few hours - the fit getting worse and worse.
even my tongue was screwed up, bitten it during the fit.
the fucking tricep tendon tear is the worst though, had surgery for it in the summer. still can't fully extend it.
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was in 2013, lived with my brother, he heard a lot of noise coming from my room, found me and called the ambulance.
the fit was severe, knocked the dresser over etc. can't remember a thing apart from waking up in an ambulance.
my brother heard me in the early hours of the morning, so had been at least a few hours.
according to the docs, seizure would have lasted for a few hours - the fit getting worse and worse.
even my tongue was screwed up, bitten it during the fit.
the fucking tricep tendon tear is the worst though, had surgery for it in the summer. still can't fully extend it.
Wow
That sounds terrible... sure as hell would have been a learning experience for you.
I hope you have been able to come to terms with whatever was distressing you and getting yourself out of depression.
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was in 2013, lived with my brother, he heard a lot of noise coming from my room, found me and called the ambulance.
the fit was severe, knocked the dresser over etc. can't remember a thing apart from waking up in an ambulance.
my brother heard me in the early hours of the morning, so had been at least a few hours.
according to the docs, seizure would have lasted for a few hours - the fit getting worse and worse.
even my tongue was screwed up, bitten it during the fit.
the fucking tricep tendon tear is the worst though, had surgery for it in the summer. still can't fully extend it.
Good story. What brought about the desire to off yourself?
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Don't do it, good things can suddenly happen just like the bad things happened. Stay strong and have hope my friend
I meant never as in would never do it....I love life and living it :)
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Wow
That sounds terrible... sure as hell would have been a learning experience for you.
I hope you have been able to come to terms with whatever was distressing you and getting yourself out of depression.
after seeing what it did to my mum, there's no chance I'm ever going to give it a single thought again no matter how bad depression gets, not putting her through that again.
that was the worst part by far.
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after seeing what it did to my mum, there's no chance I'm ever going to give it a single thought again no matter how bad depression gets, not putting her through that again.
that was the worst part by far.
Shit man :-\ I could only but imagine
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after seeing what it did to my mum, there's no chance I'm ever going to give it a single thought again no matter how bad depression gets, not putting her through that again.
that was the worst part by far.
That's the problem with suicide. It fucks up the people u leave behind. Then again, maybe they're the reason you're miserable.
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That's the problem with suicide. It fucks up the people u leave behind. Then again, maybe they're the reason you're miserable.
A good friend of mine committed suicide 4 years ago at 23 years old. His older sister and mother were devastated. I met his sister back in highschool and she was always smiling and had a great sense of humor. After my friend died she looks unhappy as hell, it's like she's upset all the time. I don't know what else is going on in her life but I can't help but thinking the death of her little brother had a tremendous impact in her life. :(
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A schoolmate of mine tried to hang himself in his parents garage many years ago. His younger sister and mother returned from girl guides and found him dangling in the garage unconscious. He survived but the failed suicide attempt left him with a severe brain injury which requires others to care for him (feed him, clothe him, bath him etc). This happened around 1986. His sister was only 11 at the time this took place, and seeing her older brother hanging in the garage traumatized her for the rest of her life. She was never the same again. You could see the pain in her eyes even today, 29 years later. Suicide leaves a mark on the family that doesn't go away.
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There were moments that I had dark thoughts, but probably never about a suicide directly, more like very very dark state of mind and soul. Went through some shit at early age, it was bad, but I was strong enough... That was quite long ago. I've not been taking life seriously for a long time now, like - at all, and I have less and less worries or stress as the time goes by, kind of a liberation, because it is just an adventure, and I'm ready for good or bad, as long as I'm here - I'll have to deal with it (or enjoy it), pretty much it, livin' worry free and each day is a good day.
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Tried to off myself once when I was a teenager. Obviously it didn't work out the way I'd planned. Never gave suicide much thought since.
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A schoolmate of mine tried to hang himself in his parents garage many years ago. His younger sister and mother returned from girl guides and found him dangling in the garage unconscious. He survived but the failed suicide attempt left him with a severe brain injury which requires others to care for him (feed him, clothe him, bath him etc). This happened around 1986. His sister was only 11 at the time this took place, and seeing her older brother hanging in the garage traumatized her for the rest of her life. She was never the same again. You could see the pain in her eyes even today, 29 years later. Suicide leaves a mark on the family that doesn't go away.
that's horrible, one of the few things worse than death.
i feel for his family and for him.
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My dad tried to last summer, but luckily my mom found him passed out on the floor overdosed on pills. Shaved his head and mustache to make it "easier" on everyone. Thinking we wouldn't recognize/take it as bad since it didn't look like him as much. Depression is not very logical when you reach that point.
Talked about doing it the "right" way after that (gun, etc.) for a bit after that while being in the psych ward of the hospital.
I know I am like him a bit in that way as I have bouts with depression as well but not nearly like I used to. Not to turn this into a religion thread (please don't in the way it happens on these forums) but I have a reason to live so I've never taken it that far.
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My dad tried to last summer, but luckily my mom found him passed out on the floor overdosed on pills. Shaved his head and mustache to make it "easier" on everyone. Thinking we wouldn't recognize/take it as bad since it didn't look like him as much. Depression is not very logical when you reach that point.
Talked about doing it the "right" way after that (gun, etc.) for a bit after that while being in the psych ward of the hospital.
I know I am like him a bit in that way as I have bouts with depression as well but not nearly like I used to. Not to turn this into a religion thread (please don't in the way it happens on these forums) but I have a reason to live so I've never taken it that far.
If religion is the only thing stopping you killing yourself then I suggest you dont look at it from a skeptical viewpoint.
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Never even considered it.
I met two guys that later offed themselves. Just weird.
I feel like I am in the looney bin here :D
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If religion is the only thing stopping you killing yourself then I suggest you dont look at it from a skeptical viewpoint.
What? Not understanding your post. And it's def not the only thing.
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What? Not understanding your post. And it's def not the only thing.
The existence of a God doesn't bear close examination.
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The existence of a God doesn't bear close examination.
Yeah, I know what the sentence means but no idea why you posted it in relation to me.
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Yeah, I know what the sentence means but no idea why you posted it in relation to me.
Because you wrote this
Not to turn this into a religion thread (please don't in the way it happens on these forums) but I have a reason to live so I've never taken it that far.
From that I deduced that religion was your reason to live.
If Im wrong then thats OK.
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Because you wrote this
From that I deduced that religion was your reason to live.
If Im wrong then thats OK.
Gotcha, could have been clearer from my end. If religion was the only reason to live then there would be a lot more dead people on the world.
Your wording threw me off a bit as that is what I thought you were going to get at but I don't look at it skeptically so that was where our wires got crossed a bit.
Anyway, no biggie.
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autoerotic asphyxiation ???
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autoerotic asphyxiation ???
Those are accidental.
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i did this, jabbed an entire cartridge of insulin and going to bed in hope that I wouldn't wake up, but I did - in a hospital bed with a torn tricep tendon and dislocated shoulder thanks to the hypoglycaemic seizure I suffered.
that was the last time I ever thought of and acted on suicide, will never entertain the thought again.
You skipped the part where you pissed yourself and foamed from the mouth.
I'm giving a third party account of what was seen. Seconds from death was the verdict.
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Those are accidental.
I'd imagine that some people kill themselves by way of autoerotic asphyxiation so it doesn't look like a suicide. I read that insurance companies will fight paying off if someone goes out this way unless they have a plan where it pays out even with suicide...All that aside, I think i'd rather be seen as a suicide than someone who died jacking off hanging from a noose...:-\
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I'd imagine that some people kill themselves by way of autoerotic asphyxiation so it doesn't look like a suicide. I read that insurance companies will fight paying off if someone goes out this way unless they have a plan where it pays out even with suicide...All that aside, I think i'd rather be seen as a suicide than someone who died jacking off hanging from a noose...:-\
Oh, hell yeah, no question. Much rather disturb folks with bloody gruesomeness than creep 'em out with an epic masturbation fail.
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People who kill themselves and then whine about it after they are dead via note, video or what have you, are weak and selfish.
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People who kill themselves and then whine about it after they are dead via note, video or what have you, are weak and selfish.
Even the kid that melted down over all the obnoxious brutes?
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Usually when I log onto here. But then I think of the children.
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Coming off Zoloft I came really close, when I realized it it scared the hell out of me
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Even the kid that melted down over all the obnoxious brutes?
No way, Elliot Rogers is a supreme gentleman! Likes to divulge in opulent ways. His manifesto should be course literature in higher learning.
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Have never considered suicide. But I've been in low enough places in life to see why some people do it.
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When a new pic is posted to the "Peter Molnar" thread.
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People who kill themselves and then whine about it after they are dead via note, video or what have you, are weak and selfish.
When folks commit suicide they often leave a lot of unanswered questions, which hurt family and friends. Whether or not a suicide note, video, etc. helps or hurts loved ones depends on its content.
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Coming off Zoloft I came really close, when I realized it it scared the hell out of me
Did you quit cold turkey or dial it down over a period of time? This often makes a difference in how you'll feel. Generally speaking, doctor's advise folks to gradually reduce these types of meds to avoid bad reactions.
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Usually when I log onto here. But then I think of the children.
Whose offspring? Trust me, Coach, you have a (GB) following. Let us know.
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Did you quit cold turkey or dial it down over a period of time? This often makes a difference in how you'll feel. Generally speaking, doctor's advise folks to gradually reduce these types of meds to avoid bad reactions.
They do now because there where a good percentage of people who killed themselves or attempted to kill themselves. Doctors weren't telling people to dial it down a decade ago. They were having them stop cold turkey etc. Many people died because of very bad advice from doctors.
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They do now because there where a good percentage of people who killed themselves or attempted to kill themselves. Doctors weren't telling people to dial it down a decade ago. They were having them stop cold turkey etc. Many people died because of very bad advice from doctors.
Don't think they knew at the time. Same with all the bad Prozac press 20-plus years back; they learned as it happened.
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Never. I'm going to die one day, why rush it?
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They do now because there where a good percentage of people who killed themselves or attempted to kill themselves. Doctors weren't telling people to dial it down a decade ago. They were having them stop cold turkey etc. Many people died because of very bad advice from doctors.
How truly unfortunate. My doctor was more enlightened, thank goodness.
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My dad tried to last summer, but luckily my mom found him passed out on the floor overdosed on pills. Shaved his head and mustache to make it "easier" on everyone. Thinking we wouldn't recognize/take it as bad since it didn't look like him as much. Depression is not very logical when you reach that point.
Talked about doing it the "right" way after that (gun, etc.) for a bit after that while being in the psych ward of the hospital.
I know I am like him a bit in that way as I have bouts with depression as well but not nearly like I used to. Not to turn this into a religion thread (please don't in the way it happens on these forums) but I have a reason to live so I've never taken it that far.
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Is he OK now bro?? I hope so!
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Got the feeling of dying all the time, depression, thoughts, panic attacks, anxiety, irregular heart stroke, exhausted, empty heart, broken heart, almost pass out sometimes...all those feeling make me afraid and try to stay alive! :)
How much can u take before body give up? Beside that trying to kil my self in the gym 6 times/week 2 houer each day. Lots of lots of sets...