He should be saying:
Thank god I got rid of that dead log weighing my life down,
(Although it was MY FAULT for allowing myself to be in this situation.)
I will not take drugs as I need to focus on improving my life (it's my fault if I do nothing with my life if I end up stoned most the time)
I will not date skanky girls and end up in the same situation again next year, by avoiding meeting girls in skanky weed houses (it's my fault if I end up in another shitty relationship, as I should know better where to pick partners)
Instead I need to meet a nice girl who is ambitious and has principles and aspirations in life...as this reflects on me and impacts my life also positively.
I want to improve my work and fianancial situation, so I no longer have to hide cash under my uncles couch, grown men don't hide cash under relatives furniture. They have bank accounts and savings accounts
I will become a more focused person in every way including physically, so by next year I can be in a much better place now.
^ See? that's called taking responsibility over your own life, not making excuses and blaming the world.
Welcome back to getbig.
Agree 100% with all that ^------ *just gotta add will fuck Skanky girls tho!