Funny you say that, me too!
for the longest i turned to drugs and alkie to ward off boredom..i'd study while high..
i'm clean now..but everything is soooooo fuckin boring..yanno..its like everything...EVERYTHING is a damn cliche..
all the faces around me..are parts of one architype or another..all the things i'm doing have been done sooo soooo many times before..everything i think, has been thought before soo many times..all the personalities around me...i've seen in someone else before..yanno sometimes i see myself from the outside..going thru the motions..oo soo i got to teach the feds..oo big fucking deal right.why is that important?..its BORING....yanno only damn time i end up feeling 'awake' is when i skydive..buut..that dosen't help no one..ahh sorry about the rant..