Seriously I was just thinking, man I have done some fucked up shit back 8 years, some stuff I really try to forget things I'm not proud of, I'm very good in just pretending that I wasn't a bully with short hair once but sometimes it haunts me and I think.
Even if this is all years and years back and I am by far not the same man-person anymore.
Have I done enough good to outweigh the bad deeds I have done? If I had to put my heart into a weight and on the other side would be all the bad things I have done... what would be heavier?
Sometimes I'm afraid that I'm just pretending to be somebody and if I would just let loose I would be somebody I couldn't understand.