I'm sorry, windsor, I'm not trying to be mean to you, I was just tired and shouldn't have reacted so negatively. Here I am preaching positivity and I react like I'm mad WTF? You know, I just need to step back and smell the piss. Instead of just drinking it and drinking it and drinking it, I need to take a step back and smell it to realize just how wonderful life really is before I take it all in.