I'm not knocking you going in the army with faith you were serving your country
They go to great lengths to make it appear so
The same people who told you to go defend America from terrorist where the same people who did 9'11"... Katrina...etc etc
For them you are cattle ... they consider you weak and stupid ... they laugh in your face too by subtely revealing their deeds in layers and layers of meanings
they are sick and obsessed with rituals and numbers .... you cannot understand how and why cause your humand mind in different ...
you have eotions
they have logic
they know the secrets of creation .. you are lied and misled and dumbed down your whole life
I actually pitty you
Again..I'm not angry at you trying to insult me ... I am angry at you and everyone else refusing to see the pink elephant in the middle of the room
You are living a preplaned and throrughly executed "history" my friend

ain't nuthin happenning that was not planned in advance
you are dealing with things waay beyond your grasp