not sure what you mean, but if anything makes me feel too fucked i will stop taking them gradually till off completely
seriously take my advice, please
do not take xanax, do not take escitalopram(lexapro).
what are your diagnoses, i can help.
Honestly you will wake up one day and ask yourself what happened to your life because you were on these drugs.
go to bulakavahouse.com
get the melo melo or/boroguru and 100 grams of instant. Take two tsps of instant in the morning and prepare 4 tsp of root at night, it will change your life. It compares to benzos for anxiety favorable, in fact its better. I know this pharmacologically and personally.
don't take either the withdrawal is absolutely not worth it for the xanax, thats if you can get through it. The ssri withdrawal will send you into fits of rage, depression and mania.
what alternatives have you tried?