Sleep paralysis can be really scary..you feel helpless and scared.....you feel trapped inside an immovable object..really frightening...makes you consider what a guy who is totally paralysed goes through
its a bitch
i sometimes wonder if thats how some people die in their sleep!! trying to force your frozen body to move and that feeling of been only a moment away from blind panic. but of course thats when you wake up properly.
but what if you didn't wake up at that point? thats probably enough to give you a heart attack.
but yes, i've had plenty of these awful attacks. they're not fun. fortunately, i haven't had one in about a year.
i can even remember the very first time i experienced it, and the dream i had that came with it!
i was flying over a huge forrest. trees as far as the eye could see. directly beneath me was a very high and wide brick wall. i landed on the wall and tried to take off again (lol). so i'm running to get up to speed and try and take off. instead i ended up falling off the wall.
here's the funny bit! i distinctly remember not giving a fuck about falling, which was a long fuckoff drop btw, and think to myself 'well i'll wake up before i hit the ground'. only i didn't lol.
i hit the ground, then fell through the floor into hell. at which point i woke the fuck up... or i thought i did. haha!!
so i tried to sit up, only i couldn't move a muscle. jesus, thats the really trouser filling part... not being able to move a fucking muscle but feeling yourself straining like a muthafuka to move. now here's the absolute best bit!!! all of a sudden i could hear the devil laughing. fucking laughing
then i finally woke up. shitting it
i have to say that i'm not one of these who have had this experience to embellish the fucking story more by saying 'there was a witch sat on my chest' or that i was 'being held down and raped by demons'.
it was only that one time, which, although scary as fuck it is whilst its happening , i'm usually straight back to sleep again once i've woken up without worrying about devils or owt being in the room with me.