i see no point in subjecting yourself to the ups and downs of heavy gear use to look average
just not worth the hasle.
im a medium responder to drugs, and i think, sometimes is this fucking worth it?
i say this at least twice a month.
but for me it is, it is a mental problem - a real fucking problem
i couldnt go out shopping or around people without being looked at and either grossed out by or admired.
im not loud, i dont brag i dont even ever talk about training and bodybuilding to peopl..
but i couldnt just be a normal looking guy with no muscle...........MENTAL ISSUES.