Ya know, at times, I just wonder why I wanna be so mean to you. I swear, don't know why it bugs me you eat like a bird. So weird for me to understand why a guy would starve himself like you do man.
Ya seem like a good dude, my apologies man.
No problem, I understand. Even I don't fully understand my own motivations.
However, I know what its like to be 'big' -- eating 6k calories a day, I was over 90 lbs heavier. Though my body seems broken, my identity still revolves around it, at least in part. "If I can't be big, at least I can be lean," I thought.
Well, mentally I'm paying the price. At least I'm happy with the way I look... Now I just need to figure out how to feel good as well.