LOL. That is what Arnold said he did re vitamins. We were all afraid of triggering bad side effects like cancer so held off trying steroids for over a decade.
Who nowadays would do that? It turned out that steroids did work but were not as dangerous as the doctors warned us about. By 1970 you pretty much
had to take something to win a national title. Two Dianabol a day did it for me. Most here would say that isn't enough. No way I was going to risk my
health with extreme doses. Deca was out of the question because it was an injectable and I hate needles. A few months of D-bol and that was it. Believe
it or not. You do gain some strength especially in the bench press.
No disrespect, but you totally should have gone nuts with that shit.
Might've won something significant. Even got your blues, who knows. But more importantly, you'd probably be dead now, perhaps even salvaging a sliver of dignity. More importantly, though, it'd spare your family and friends all those years of embarrassment, shame, and endless apologies.