k hes setting it up at some place called london shootfighters
i have to get to 219 pounds
ill make it--you fucking bet ill make it
he says hes calling me out on my bullshit
theres no bullshit anymore
this will be my last act on this planet
and i will go out with a smile
I can see you're trying to find a reason to live, which is cool - and you might make it if you had a legitimate reason to do it (that you want to do it, more than the energy it will take). But an organised fight for 6 months away against a guy whom you seem to fluctuate on (between being friends to enemy) is not that. I can often see the mood swings in posts you make in minutes. How the fuck are you going to keep that aggression fuelling you for 6 months
