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[ilalin]

I've been lurking on this board for years. Lots of smart people, lots of trash, lots of fun.
Anyways, I never posted too many questions but this has been bugging me since I'm kind of traumatized by the story. For most of you it might be nothing and somewhat naïve of me, but I'm 42 with family and kids and just don't understand what kind of disassociation has to be at play or whatever the fuck else it might be to cause what I'm about to tell you. Maybe it's just 'normal now'.
I kind of wanted to be progressive and make a sex worker documentary in our small city so talked to some women and found a willing one ($$). In hindsight, should not have done it, the story affected me negatively. Yes, yes, I'm a pussy.
So, I meet this 22 year old and this is her story.
She comes from a good family. Very good looking, tall, athletic body, tattooed and with a piercing in her tongue.  Well spoken, finished high school with good marks, has a history of depression. Always taken care of, fed and warm, parents hard working, but according to her, an emotional distance always evident. She started having sex early, was always very insecure and very shy. By the time she was 18 she had slept with around 10 guys. At that time, she decides to form a sexual relationship with a nice guy, an old good friend of hers from school.
He was completely inexperienced and she was his first. They stayed together for 4 years and last spring she had mentioned that they need to start seeing other people. She was apparently bored, wanted to move to Vancouver and the boyfriend wanted to stay in home town. After several months, he somehow lets her go, moves out but not before him and her brother fuck her together first. On a side note, this was her idea and she liked it. Then, she has a threesome with the same  ex and a female friend of hers and gets somewhat jealous when he ejaculates in the friend instead of her.
After that she starts working for one of those ‘exotic massage’ places where customers secretly pay you  and fuck you and does not mind the job. Somehow she can emotionally detach from it.
This whole story just floored me and I still cannot recover…
Can somehow somebody explain the psychology of this poor 22 year old?

[Kwon_2]

Avoid her if possible.

You can get sex from someone else with less baggage and a more stable mind.

[Walter Sobchak]

I've been lurking on this board for years. Lots of smart people, lots of trash, lots of fun.
Anyways, I never posted too many questions but this has been bugging me since I'm kind of traumatized by the story. For most of you it might be nothing and somewhat naïve of me, but I'm 42 with family and kids and just don't understand what kind of disassociation has to be at play or whatever the fuck else it might be to cause what I'm about to tell you. Maybe it's just 'normal now'.
I kind of wanted to be progressive and make a sex worker documentary in our small city so talked to some women and found a willing one ($$). In hindsight, should not have done it, the story affected me negatively. Yes, yes, I'm a pussy.
So, I meet this 22 year old and this is her story.
She comes from a good family. Very good looking, tall, athletic body, tattooed and with a piercing in her tongue.  Well spoken, finished high school with good marks, has a history of depression. Always taken care of, fed and warm, parents hard working, but according to her, an emotional distance always evident. She started having sex early, was always very insecure and very shy. By the time she was 18 she had slept with around 10 guys. At that time, she decides to form a sexual relationship with a nice guy, an old good friend of hers from school.
He was completely inexperienced and she was his first. They stayed together for 4 years and last spring she had mentioned that they need to start seeing other people. She was apparently bored, wanted to move to Vancouver and the boyfriend wanted to stay in home town. After several months, he somehow lets her go, moves out but not before him and her brother fuck her together first. On a side note, this was her idea and she liked it. Then, she has a threesome with the same  ex and a female friend of hers and gets somewhat jealous when he ejaculates in the friend instead of her.
After that she starts working for one of those ‘exotic massage’ places where customers secretly pay you  and fuck you and does not mind the job. Somehow she can emotionally detach from it.
This whole story just floored me and I still cannot recover…
Can somehow somebody explain the psychology of this poor 22 year old?

Not this shit again......

[kreator]

''she comes from a good family'' ... of course she does

[Waller]

But how big are your arms?

[_aj_]

But how big are your arms?

This thread is catabolic. I can feel the atrophy in my biceps already.

[Waller]

This thread is catabolic. I can feel the atrophy in my biceps already.

Over in Africa, kids are pitying you.

[_aj_]

Over in Africa, kids are pitying you.

I find myself wondering if the low post-count OP can do a 80 kg curl and does he have a video to share of such a feat.

[OB1]

Don't trust anything she says.
Anything she says/said does/has done doesn't matter.
MOVE ON.
You got a family to support.
Don't waste ressources.

[Grape Ape]

I've been lurking on this board for years. Lots of smart people, lots of trash, lots of fun.
Anyways, I never posted too many questions but this has been bugging me since I'm kind of traumatized by the story. For most of you it might be nothing and somewhat naïve of me, but I'm 42 with family and kids and just don't understand what kind of disassociation has to be at play or whatever the fuck else it might be to cause what I'm about to tell you. Maybe it's just 'normal now'.
I kind of wanted to be progressive and make a sex worker documentary in our small city so talked to some women and found a willing one ($$). In hindsight, should not have done it, the story affected me negatively. Yes, yes, I'm a pussy.
So, I meet this 22 year old and this is her story.
She comes from a good family. Very good looking, tall, athletic body, tattooed and with a piercing in her tongue.  Well spoken, finished high school with good marks, has a history of depression. Always taken care of, fed and warm, parents hard working, but according to her, an emotional distance always evident. She started having sex early, was always very insecure and very shy. By the time she was 18 she had slept with around 10 guys. At that time, she decides to form a sexual relationship with a nice guy, an old good friend of hers from school.
He was completely inexperienced and she was his first. They stayed together for 4 years and last spring she had mentioned that they need to start seeing other people. She was apparently bored, wanted to move to Vancouver and the boyfriend wanted to stay in home town. After several months, he somehow lets her go, moves out but not before him and her brother fuck her together first. On a side note, this was her idea and she liked it. Then, she has a threesome with the same  ex and a female friend of hers and gets somewhat jealous when he ejaculates in the friend instead of her.
After that she starts working for one of those ‘exotic massage’ places where customers secretly pay you  and fuck you and does not mind the job. Somehow she can emotionally detach from it.
This whole story just floored me and I still cannot recover…
Can somehow somebody explain the psychology of this poor 22 year old?

Per the bolded parts - If you lurked on these board for years, you'd know you'd be better off PMing Radical Plato and DaVinci for their answers and realize nobody else is going to give a shit.

[Waller]

I find myself wondering if the low post-count OP can do a 80 kg curl and does he have a video to share of such a feat.

I don't think it's possible not to record that set. I have a folder full of nothing but sets of 80kg curls.

[ilalin]

As I expected,
Ok I did fuck her...for free...no condom...sa her STD results...she was clean

Oh God, I'm so fucked up

[ilalin]

fuck her

[_aj_]

fuck her

Good clarification there.