Then I'd sure like to get my hands on the guy who made all these bonehead decisions!
According to my observations there is only the illusion of free will.There can be no free will ultimately.
Your observations must be severely restricted. Your conclusion is therefore inaccurate.
This shit give me some fucking pain/anxiety that Im almost puke and pass out. The awarness of awareness. Traped on the planet for the rest of my life. Trying to survive and stay alive for no reason whatsoever...being a brick in the wall and then die!