I don't post often here but I had to emerge after reading this one... You have no business using anabolics of any kind. It appears, due to your stupidity, that you have possibly damaged yourself by ABUSING steroids. Fools like you give credibility to every know-nothing doctor and high school coach who stands up before Congress and touts the negative effects of gear (you know, organ damage, suicide, all the basic bullshit). I don't MOD this board and don't post here often, but if I did, I'd tell you to stay the hell out of a Steroid and Hardcore section... you are obviously not the latter and have no concept of the former.