It must suck to know that your life from here on out is ruined. I wouldn't know what to think or do.
I'm kinda eager for this case to get started too see what other facts have not been disclosed.
Freak 
I was thinking the exact same thing today.
Imagine the memories CT is playing out while he's locked in that tiny room 23 hours a day? Think of alll the hot ass he's banged, all those nights partying in clubs al over the world, group sex with strippers and wife swapping, the money he and KR were making, his house and his stuff - all that juxtaposed to what he's got coming. Can you imagine what's he's got to accept? And on top of that, dragging Kelly down with him and wondering if she's not blaming him for mother's death. I can only imagine that CT's insane arrogance is what's keeping him going. I can imagine him convincing himself that he's going to go to trial and win an acquittal. And then save his wife, get back to Vegas, and get back to life as usual and figure out way to parlay this experience into added income for the growing Titus/Ryan empire.
I sure hope he's thinking that anyway. Because if he's not insane now, if and when reality sets in and CT finds himself confined to some kind of mad lock down - no appeal, no chance for parole, nothing coming but the rest of his life a carbon copy of the days boredome that preceded it - He will be insane before long.