No, (but thanks!) I've done it before and been successful. I just need to figure out how to do it again and why I didn't keep it up.
I'll give you this because you're my friend and also because YOU HAVE RON PAUL IN YOUR NAME, Ron Paul!
Keep a journal, set goals, and let the numbers guide you...
You should always record everything you can in a journal. Write down
1) the date,
2) bodypart(s) trained that day,
3) the movement(s) utilized that day,
4) weight used for each movement, and
5) the amount of successfully and perfectly completed reps for each movement with that weight.
Additionally, you can write additional notes, such as "Increase 10 pounds and aim for 8." It's good to have goals and give yourself expectations. Belief goes a long ways especially in weightlifting.
Ensure progression. The one's that train "instinctively" are the ones that will look the same next year and looked the same last. The journal literally tells you what you need to do. If you're only able to complete less reps with a certain weight than you aim for, for instance, you'll know next time to either take it down, cut down on volume, or frequency. If you're losing strength, you'll know you need to either do less work
during your workouts or allow more rest
between your workouts.
IF YOU'RE GAINING STRENGTH YOU'RE ON THE RIGHT TRACK.