No it was an honest mistake.
You will never be anyone else. You shouldn't want to be anyone else. So let it go.
Think about it.
I have, many times, believe me...and it continues to haunt me. Everywhere I look I see people more gifted than I am, here in their physical gifts, in my graduate studies in their mental gifts. The worst curse the gods ever laid upon me was to grant me enough intelligence to recognise my shortcomings but deny me the gifts to make up for them...