Spending 200-300Euro every month on drugs

[Slin1]

I feel strong anaxy and nervousness most of my awake time and sometimes even social fobia. I think it is bc heavy drug abuse in the past. now i only use benso 3-5times a week and some morphine matadone or soboxone 1ce or 2ice a week. ok so my question is since im not fysikaly addicted to the drugs should i continu with this and feél ok or should i stop and feel like shit and get some other treatment and what treatment then?

My ekonomy is very ass fuckt bc of this coz my welfare check is is only about 800Euro/month

Sorry fore the spelling guys!!

[sync pulse]

Yes, ... stop, ... and your life situation will improve.

[Slin1]

Yes, ... stop, ... and your life situation will improve.

Yeah well my economy will defiantly improve B'coz 70% of me money goes to drugs but i am a different person when I'm not on the drug especially the benzos. i am afraid my girl friend will leave me when i am sick of benz withdrawal and i have a job interview on Monday that i am very nervous about bc i have not have a real job in my life and i am 27 years old.. I know i have to quit some time but if i quit after i get the job i will not be able to work b'coz i will be very sick. Shit i got my self in allot of trouble what am i to do guys??? Any advise would be appreciated I'm in allot of trouble and i don't know what to do  

[sync pulse]

Well,...you need a professional at getting people off hard drugs,...I am not one unfortunately.  I can only suggest that you seek someone out who will listen to your story.  I realize this answer is not everyone's cup of tea,...but I hear again and again how priests, religious ministers have helped people get back on their feet.  I know that it's not a good answer, but you can lose nothing by giving it a shot...

[suckmymuscle]

  Yes.

[Slin1]

Yeah well my economy will defiantly improve B'coz 70% of me money goes to drugs but i am a different person when I'm not on the drug especially the benzos. i am afraid my girl friend will leave me when i am sick of benz withdrawal and i have a job interview on Monday that i am very nervous about bc i have not have a real job in my life and i am 27 years old.. I know i have to quit some time but if i quit after i get the job i will not be able to work b'coz i will be very sick. Shit i got my self in allot of trouble what am i to do guys??? Any advise would be appreciated I'm in allot of trouble and i don't know what to do  

I wrote her so you guys can tell my what to do. What would be the smartest strategy?

I am able to move out of home country. My first taught was America/Canada to get out of Europe but their must be another nice small place i can settle down for awhile or is it? South amerca= Allot of criminals just like north America but much hotter girls. South east Asia all whores SHIT... What guy whan's a girl that gets penetrated and suffer from abuse  

[big L dawg]

drug addicts are pathetic......you need to check into a serious rehab facility & forget the job and forget the girlfriend and only focus on detoxing and sobriety.....odds are you wont do any of this and will be dead soon which is Darwinism at it's finest really.....

meanwhile enjoy a tune

[Slin1]

I have quite a állot to do before i chech out of life, but i am confused all the time almost so one of you on get big is gonna give me a good adwise and i will do i. I hope it meens travel or adrenalen shit like bundgy airplane junb swimming with sharcks. Oremaby trying surviving in the wood as you can see i have lotts of idies. Now you can tell me what to do pleaze  brothers
One Ide was from the movie into the wild i think it was calld but i'm gonne go all the why thrue Europe before America and after that maybe big scaey Asia or Africa theprimative continent of ar anscestors

Ps: i'm not scared of dying so you know

[Slin1]

drug addicts are pathetic......you need to check into a serious rehab facility & forget the job and forget the girlfriend and only focus on detoxing and sobriety.....odds are you wont do any of this and will be dead soon which is Darwinism at it's finest really.....

meanwhile enjoy a tune

That is what ppl has told my for 20 year. It takes alot to bring down a 215 monster with killer eyes

[big L dawg]

That is what ppl has told my for 20 year. It takes alot to bring down a 215 monster with killer eyes

your a weak pathetic junkie....your nothing more than a drain on society & the faster you overdose the better....

[Slin1]

don't nobody have any advice at all?
common guys ar you realy that cold? PZ

[big L dawg]

don't nobody have any advice at all?
common guys ar you realy that cold? PZ

the advice has been givin.....your just not taking it....you need treatment for drug addiction....you need rehab & need to attend either alcoholics anonymous or narcotics anonymous or both.....until you get sober you will continue to be worthless to yourself & others.....
 And as far as your physical problems and anxiety....you cant throw more drugs at it to fix it....you might have to be sober for 6 months or more to even feel remotely normal....everyone wants to throw a pill at something to try and make it better which is quite pathetic & does not work anyways....
 drugs are what got you to the place & shape you are in....they will not be what gets you out....get sober or die....simple as that....