You got H from a prossie, lost all your money, and who knows what else AND SHE STAYED? Cooks AND does ANAL?
She's the one. You might be scared because you're young and on the side of the game with the most potential.
Trust, after a while, variety becomes boring and opportunities grow fewer. You might want to settle down, but will have a limited selection of damaged goods to select from. To me, that option is much less palatable...
Newmom has good advice, but think and don't blow a great thing for fear's sake.
Says this single man living on the other side.
