I just had supper with my family. Fucking depressing as shit. I just felt like the felon at the table the whole night. I got nothing going for me at the moment. The whole night was just like trying to not be there. Fucking sucks. I even found out this kid I grew up with, got cancer. He's only 19. Our families were tight growing up. I just feel like some peace of shit.
Watch Rock IV 3x, then get back to us.
What are you 20? Not everyone can be a star in a boy band. In the future, just don't attend family bullshit. Usually, the most boring time ever. I stopped doing holiday 8 years back, feels great. Christmas rolls around, oh well, just another Sunday. After 30+holiday season, shit gets old, real old.