no, What happened to me was just something freakish. I know someday I will be fine again. Right now financially I am at the highest I have been since the early 90's and it is getting a whole better. I am moving back to Oahu in April. I am buying a nice 40' Class A and storing it at my friends house he just bought so when I have a few months here and there I will drive around and start completing my "Bucket List". I am buying me a really nice Christmas gift this year and other than my weight everything is going as well as ever. I slowly getting mentally into working out again and hopefully it falls into place soon. Other than being financially sound again and being a great incentive, my kids and grandkids are more incentives. I even have a super hottie who can't wait for me to lose the weight. So hopefully soon I will get my head on straight and start losing it regularly and steadily. I am eating better. I just got to get off my ass and do more physical stuff.