in there souls
so when you are ready for the truth deep in your soul you die 
those who are not ready and enjoy the lie stay alive
you re just living in one part of reality, you re just seeing one face of the coin. Still, at the very same moment, the other part of reality, the oposite face of the coin exists. It's Your choice. You re just maturing, growing up. There are so many things you can bring to others. You re a good man johnny, even if you ve been hurt and as a result wanted to hurt others subconsciously.
Maturing requires that you face death once in your lifetime. When this period of your existence is behind you,then you can keep on going and give a new meaning to your existence.
Hold on johnny. And listen to Our Father, to his words. He s always here for everyone, he s slow and patient in his judgments, and he s forgiving. Do not listen to anyone else, as they are their own gods and want you to be their slave, want you to be the slave of their own despair.
It's about time you find hapiness. When are you going to find the good woman who s waiting for you? We ve been designed to be happy and give hapiness to others. You have everything needed for both. All the good things your parents gave you. Cultivate them, and destroy the bad they also gave you. Even if they abandonned you, there is one person that will never abandon you, and you know who He is. We all know who He is.
It s your choice. Every second of your life. You either destroy life, or build life.
You were happy a long time ago, when you were a child. You do the maths.
