thanks gentleman. My experiences, for better or worse, have helped shape me into who I am today.... so if they can help anyone in any way, im glad to share them. I dont wish the hell I went through om anyone. Im still effected by parts of it to this very day.
You mind commenting on this last part??
One of my good buds reminds me a lot of you, same history and all. And even though he's 6 years clean and has a beautiful family and little girl now, he said he still gets "cravings", but having his daughter is the only thing that in the end keeps him faithful.
