I'm content with where I am, i will always train and eat to get bigger and leaner but I just don't need a trophy.
And far as drugs go I will say this, this message board culture has fucked up too many people's perception of bodybuilding and doses. If you want to look good and grow into a beast seek guidance from an actual professional with a proven track record. They will tell you the same thing. These astronomical numbers are horse shit.
what do you call astronomical?
some guys would say 2-3g a week of anabolics and 10-20iu gh a day is astronomical when in reality its commonplace at the Nats level and not just in the supers or heavies.
i know dedicated gym rats crushing 2g stacks for a joke. that would be considered astronmical to many. perception is reality.