Alright I tried being nice to you but now I am gonna tell you like it is, starting with 2 words:
Fuck You!
I will destroy you to pieces intellectually.
You see I already have you figured out. I know exactly what your issues are and your insecurities that caused them. So listen up and learn.
Spending years (and I spent 18 years playing professional poker) gives you an uncanny ability to read people figure out their strengths and weakness and like a vulture exploit them for your own greedy gain.
I was expert king vulture for many many years. I regret those years. The amounts of money that have gone through my hands you would not be able to imagine in a lifetime. What's more shameful for me is what I could have done with all that money NOT FOR ME (cos I ain't like YOU) but for others that really needed it.
Why am I telling you this?
I am telling you this because I can see your weaknesses, I can see your insecurities, I can see how you became a personal trainer and why you did so. I can sense the impatience you have with your personal clients. I understand it must be so frustrating for you to train these idiots on a daily basis who never listen to you. These people who in your mind simply don't have YOUR dedication or YOUR discipline to conform to a LIE you bought into so hard and did everything you could in your power to give you the sense that YOU BELONGED in that group.
You see the reason you are picking on me is because you see a lot of yourself in me when you first began.
I can see almost on your face the sense of excitement and how proud you are to show your transformation. Trust me I have been there I know.
But the difference between me and you Sev is I never sold out like you.
Did you hear what I said....I NEVER SOLD OUT LIKE YOU.
I REMEMBER what it was like to be that fat fuck, I REMEMBER what it was like to be broke, I REMEMBER what it was like for no one to give two shits about you. The difference between you and me is I NEVER FORGET.
But you see SEV, I NEVER SOLD OUT like you.
Yes I lost the weight, yes I got stronger physically, yes I manned up, but these things were of absolutely no consequence to me because I always had my eye on the bigger picture.
I found something far more profound through my weight training and exercise. I found inner strength. I found clarity of mind to see and recognize things for what they are. I found the grace of god. I found to NEVER judge any form of life. Only God judges. I found to lose the self and the selfishness.
You are nobody without your image, your roids, your self precieved dedication, but you are not dedicated to anything but your own cause founded on a tower of lies you bought.
I am EVERYTHING you will never be with your current mindset and that's a REAL MAN.
You see the difference between me and you is that you are a conformist but I am an original thinker and seeker of the truth.
Do you know who Kevin Carter is? Goggle the story of Kevin Carter. This is his award winning picture. Look at this picture and think about your life and next time you are "dieting" and decide if you want to help or do you want to be the vulture?
You are truly blessed I have written you this post, you will understand and thank me in the future.
GOD DAMN!
A brutal meltdown AND an awesome owning all in one.
Best post of 2014 so far.
What a crazy photo and story btw.
