cess, whats your point here man?
Been following you for like 10 years. Not sure why you are still pondering. If you have time to lift you lift.
I remembering when you were the poster child of overtraining, and now you are on the fence? I barely have time to ever workout, 4 kids, whats your plan?
I'm not on the fence though, that's the thing: I can't stop. Sometimes I think, if I couldn't lift, run, exercise -- I would be completely lost. And yet I tell myself I have no physique goals, that bodybuilding isn't part of my identity.
Before, I hated people asking my "why?" more than anything. "Why do you lift, why do you obsess over your diet?" they asked. I hated these questions, because I couldn't answer them.
And yet, even now that I no longer consciously acknowledge any physique goals, I still think about my workouts way too much. They still have a huge impact on my mood. I still don't know the answers.