I wasted a lot of money in strip joints, lonely and just wanting to be loved and have intimacy. I was already in AA for many years, but I suppose I was a dry drunk. As I sat for up to 10 hours at a time in those strip joints, nursing a warm non alcoholic beer, I was trying to forge emotional connections with the dancers. These visits were always the same: I would start off full of enthusiasm with my pay for the week. The girls would get to me, making me think I was seducing them. Then I would blow my rent money on lap dances. Hours later I would drag my broke self out of there asking myself how it happened again. I remember hiding from the landlord as he knocked on my door. I remember literally banging my head against the wall in frustration. I couldn't stop myself. The strippers owned me. Then the day of reckoning came when I discovered I didn't have a dime left to my name. I asked some people for help and began attending Sex Addicts Anonymous. I don't go to the strip joints one day at a time and I follow The 12 Steps. Sometimes I miss the excitement of the strip joints but at least I'm holding on to my money and paying my rent on time. I really lost a lot of money and time to asex Addition. I should own a home at my age, but I rent a slum apartment. Hopefully I'll get there some day.
Hahahahahah.....that's fucking awesome dude.Love you man I come say hello at Olympia and do some shoots with you man.Peace and loveJoon
I spent years in strip clubs and spent a lot of cash,I paid for sex from many of them and got laid for free many times as well.Any guy that spends money at strip club should def get something bj or sex.
August 6th
I ate stripper pussy, ate stripper ass, got laid, etc. My life was in the gutter because of Sex Addiction. Today I ask God to remove the desire to act out with this addiction and I attend both Sex Addicts Anonymous and Alcoholics Anonymous meetings and I work the 12 Steps.
Bet they all looked at you like a broken atm that gave out free money if they rubbed their clunge against the screen. Why didn't you just go to Thailand a few times a year?
