my post didnt require a response thanks...
I dont believe a word you say so its wasted text...
Nobody cares what you believe.
You're Autistic. Arguing with grown men on the internet.
Things in your life never go as planned cuz you don't have the social skills required to deal with other people, so when you see other people actually "doing shit", you can't figure out why it works for them and not for you.
I knew a guy just like you. Autistic and everything. 2 phd's.and owned his own house by age 26 or 27, yet was still a virgin. Wood talk to girls get their phone number and maybe show up at their work or stock them and meet them on their lunch break and have lunch at the table next to theirs and consider that "dating".
You're the creep the girls make fun of, because on the outside you appear like a regular grown man. However mentally, you're "challenged".... And creepy.