'I specifically am annoyed during this time when it comes to too bright lights, noises that are too loud or people who are too talkative. And I do not have time and patience for dumb talk or unnecessary arguments. Sometimes I feel like not shaving my face for a week or just peeing in bed because I do feel too tired to get up. But you have to get up in order not to mess your mattress up.'
https://www.bodybuilding.com/fun/drobson324.htm
Wow! Great find.
I personally live with blackout blinds all over my house. Once the new baby is born, I may rent my house for $1,600 CAD and move to one side of the duplex my parents live in, for $2,000 CAD. I've decided I want to be a family this time, and that means leaving my current home which is highly catered to me. There will be the benefit of being next to my parents, which will make visits easy. But I can't have blackout blinds on every window, and have all other stimulation removed, as I currently have it.
But hey - I've managed my autism by living in seclusion all of my life. I give the family thing a try again, and this time, I'm fully committed.
As Nasser said - you need to do certain things to get or avoid a certain result. I have a hard time with many aspects of "normalcy", but other things come very easily to me. As was said in the movie "Rain Movie" - autistic people have "certain abilities...certain deficiencies", so my goal is to focus on my strengths and take advantage of them, while not attempting to make any weak points the focal point of my life.
In Nasser's case, his channeled his genetic condition - be it autism, or something else - into bodybuilding at the top level. And he was, for a fleeting moment in time, the #2 bodybuilder in the world, with some people thinking he should have won the whole show.
I think he probably felt the same way placing 2nd in 1997 as Johny Hendricks felt losing to Georges St-Pierre at UFC 167. But at least in Johny's case, he went on to win the belt from Robbie Lawler in early 2014. And no matter what happened to Hendricks post-win [some would say post-USADA], he will always have "UFC Welterweight Champion of the World" on his resume.
Unfortunately for Nasser, he was forever a "2nd Place Finisher", "First Runner-Up", "Also Ran", "First Loser", or even an "Uncrowned Mr. Olympia"...but Nasser never did get the title officially, and I think that weighed on him until the day he died.
Sad.