Maybe he thought it was for the greater good, and that his sacrifice was worth standing up for others freedoms? No way to ask his thoughts now though.
Just “thinking out loud”, but what would you think of someone who championed vaccines, dying of side effects? Would that make you laugh?
Just for the record, I had covid, then got J&J. My wife had Moderna, and just got over covid. I’m not anti vax, I just think people can make their own decisions.