Damn, she was a looker.
I honestly don't know if it's just time or something else but I know a few women who used to be attractive in their younger days and they've just given up. Nobody is expecting them to still look 25, but to just go "fuck it - I don't care"...I don't understand.
My godson's mother is a case in point. She was a pretty woman. Small, blonde, pretty face, nice slim figure....now she's heavier than I am with a dump truck for an ass and she genuinely doesn't give a shit. She hasn't even caught a man and let herself go - just threw her hands up one day and went "enough now".
Maybe this is normal and I'm the weird one.