if i had a nickel every time a "pro" ( you never actually turned pro, remember) said they missed their peak.
team rhino. 
but, seriously, good luck to you next time. if you missed your peak or whatever you want to call it, then so be it. if you have a dream, the pursue it. who cares what anyone says. i think much of the harsh feedback was due to the comments you made and creating the "rhino" character; instead of just saying 'hi, my name is jack'.
Yeah maybe, and if I deserve that then fine. Truth is I am just like you, and the next...Trying to be happy, and have fun, but I never think for once, that I am better than anyone else. As far as turning pro, I have to disagree. I did not turn pro in the ifbb, but in the PDI. I deserve and have earned what I have, that much I know. I will be in the top 10 next year.
Also, as much harsh feedback I get, I get twice as much support. I am real, no bullshit, just fun.....
Team Rhino!