This guy is 6' with a body to kill for (yoga at 6am etc.). He wears white sheets and carries all his wordly goods (books and cooking pots and more white sheets and towels) tied up in another sheet, on his back.
He's about my age and keeps coming to visit me. He talks all spiritual. My girlfriends call him salami and warn me that he's not genuine and that I should watch out.
He's got very long greyish/black and white hair and a wispy beard which is wierd (I can get past the clothing but not the facial hair... He has incredible eyes and perfect teeth.
I'm fairly certain he's coming on to me but what ought I do? This is the truth. One girlfriend said he's definitely trying it on and that there are tons of bogus swamis.
What do you think? His body turns me on like I've never felt before. It's funny, no? Last 5 times he visited me I was all pure and sweet, but he keeps kissing and hugging me, which makes all of whatever it is that you call it he wears fall about and I get to see his chest and thighs. It's wrong of me to think of him that way though.
Today I gave him the bus fare to get to Shepherd's Bush (it's against his religion to have money) and then he invited himself here for Christmas. I said I've made no plans yet.
Last time I was home when he visited me was Bonfire Night, November 5th, not this year, last year. He decided to spend the night and said, when I said will you help me pull out the spare futon, "but you've got that big double bed". I still pulled out the spare bed for him. I had the most amazing erotic dreams all night and wondered whether he was sending them to me from the other room.
He's fun to be with, has a great sense of humour. I feel flattered, but confused. I thought that when my guru showed up, he'd just teach me about life, not attempt to get me into bed.
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