Zac, walk into any gym on the Ohio State campus in the afternoon, you will find at least one guy (and probably more) who are all natural and bigger than you, probably a whole lot stronger. With all due respect, you are not God's gift to bodybuilding. That said, I wish you luck, you look great. But be careful in the world on male physique modeling, there are lots of creeps out there who want to take advantage of you. Make sure whoever you deal with is legit.